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One Step Closer to Happiness.

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One Step Closer to Happiness
(version two)

Such nasty things you said
When I tried hard to make you stay
All theses words, I cannot take it
I'll give you hell so I wont fall there

You didn't know me enough
You messed me up
Today I will bleed it out
Loose control and break out

I'm doing wrong
But it's no mistake
I can't look back
And I will face it

I started the fire and I will pull the trigger
Cause weren't we suppose to be made for each other?
Now I'm a disaster, can you see what you've done?
I'm doing wrong just to feel right again
I'll reach heaven today by making you disappear
Tomorrow we do not exist

Once again I am wishing we were stronger
Wishing we could belong together
But while a part of me still wants to hold your hand
I wish to end all I feel and set myself free

If only I could drown in your eyes till we're no more
Paint a picture whit our blood, then wash it out whit our tears
I'll damn myself so we will be able to
Spend one last time together

I started the fire and I will pull the trigger
Cause weren't we suppose to be made for each other?
Now I'm a disaster, can you see what you've done?
I'm doing wrong just to feel right again
I'll reach heaven today by making you disappear
Tomorrow we do not exist

Dreams are escaping the heart I use to have
You didn't just break it, you killed who I was
My dried blood has ablaze the embers
In the way they are burning us

Shine but soon we well be no more
My soiled hand will never hold yours now
You can run but you're not dreaming
All you told me cannot be washed away

I started the fire and I will pull the trigger
Cause weren't we suppose to be made for each other?
Now I'm a disaster, can you see what you've done?
I'm doing wrong just to feel right again
I'll reach heaven today by making you disappear
Tomorrow we do not exist

My words hanging in your silence
Can you see what you've done now?
Speak now or never because
Tomorrow we do not exist

I started the fire and I will pull the trigger
Cause weren't we suppose to be made for each other?
Now I'm a disaster, can you see what you've done?
I'm doing wrong just to feel right again
I'll reach heaven today by making you disappear
Tomorrow we do not exist

Tomorrow we do not exist
'rewrote an old song (I have it in my gallery, the title is the same but whit no capitals) because I reread it and realised I didn’t say the things I wanted to well enough.

It’s not supposed to be about suicide but interpret it as you wish.
(I’m perfectly fine if you wondered. I just like to write darker stuff.)

Thanks for reading. :)
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