Fourteen days to live and...

Fourteen days to live and my heart drowning in regrets

I cannot feel the cold
But I know its creeping in here
And I’m already frozen
I cannot feel the cold

I don’t know if my eyes are open or closed
But I can’t see anything more than emptiness
Emptiness became my life
Death after death, day after day

Pointless feelings drown what’s left of my heart
As I try to hold on to what’s still alive
But what’s still alive is so different from what I’ve become
I’m not dead but the end is near
Its all I can feel now

One day the deaths became numbing
Cause I’ve cried all the tears I had
And now I do feel bad but I cant show it
My face’s turning to stone and I cannot speak

My blood turns to smoke
And my heart cut itself in two
Cause I can’t take all the pain
So it divides till nothing is left

Pointless feelings drown what’s left of my heart
As I try to hold on to what’s still alive
But what’s still alive is so different from what I’ve become
I’m not dead but the end is near
Its all I can feel now

I hope that someone is listening
While doubts eats away my bones
I scream but the night kills the sound
And the nightmares attacks again

Their strikes doesn’t hurt me anymore
But they still leave scars
Cause my soul washed away drop by drop
But the skin is still there and rotting from inside

Pointless feelings drowned my heart, my heart is dead
And I try to hold on to what’s still alive
But what’s still alive is so different from what I’ve become
I’m not dead but the end is near
Its all I can feel now

Times flows and leaves me frozen
I’m still not dead but I’m not alive
The end is near
The end is near
The end is now